Dear universe, I am putting in my request for my dream lover. Not the type that i have tripped over before. You know the ones who matched my list, bought me chocolates and parade me with flowers and wine. I am asking for a real love, a true love. A man who is there for me through thick and thin and holds me accountable to be there with him in good times and bad.
Dear universe, I know I have knocked on the wrong doors and chased after the unavailable but I had to know what love was not in order to know what love should be. A man who has the guts and guile to show his ugly face, his crazy side and his tender fears and holds me accountable to do the same.
Dear universe, bring me a dream lover that is not a dream but a living breathing human that knows that the greatest courage there is lies in opening the heart to get broken. i have messed it up universe a million times but through those mistakes i have learned what showing up is not in order to know what showing up should be.
Dear universe, bring me a love of a lifetime and the bravery to admit that this earth life is not meant to be alone despite what the negative voices say in my head.
Dear universe, bring me a love that is solid in frienship, companionship and honesty. Allow me to be a loyal advocate and compassionate listener and to hold him accountable to do he same.